Hello there...sorry i havent really been writing/keeping up for all of you that read this religiously...lol or so i'd like to think..anyways yeah school, marta, and work is taking up most of time and i have no free time now. i miss it...but sacrafices will be made. i just can't wait to go to spain....so today i had my honors choir audition..blah i think i fucked it up. i had to clap out a rhythm that i couldnt get that i should've gotten but didnt. my singing was fine...we'll see. so yeah. test/quiz=quest in western civ today, was pretty easy..and i had a meeting w/ college counselor about umd..apparently the 3rd short answer question is known as a "trick" so they can distinguish who fits the school better and they woudl think my answer would contradict their standards. so, i have to change that. but everything else is fine.

so i figured out my senior write up:

I see myself as a huge fiery comet, a shooting star. Everyone stops, points up and gasps "Oh look a that!" Then - whoosh, and I'm gone...and they'll never see anything like it ever again, and they won't be able to forget me...ever. - Jim Morrison. To my family and friends - I love you!

of course, i had to add a quote by jim morrison, and that quote fits me perfectly. plus, i didnt want to drop any friend names because who knows if ill be friends with them at that time.

so yeah. anything else...i think thats it. okay well until next time! xox

"caught by the taste of your kiss..."

Heyyyy whats up...lol right now carmen lauren and marta are jammin out to the backstreet boys haha carmen is so funny...hmm so tonight was my schools dance. it sucked as usual. It was sooo freakin hot. and the music sucked...except for bon jovi livin on a prayer haha...anyways im out. ttyl!

hola! it is so freaking hot outside i really dont like it anymore. I want the coldness to come...im ready to wear my scarves and my boots and everything else wintery..not to mention my 18th birthday. so yes school is going well, i just cant wait to leave. last night i wrote the best short answer questions for my college apps. i am so proud of myself haha..oh yeah and i found a sponser for the middle eastern club, mr. ghallager. he's awesome and really nice. so yes now i have to figure out meetings and blah blah blah. okay. well i have work tonight from 5-9. how lovely. i only have spanish hw and study for a western civ quiz..so yes not toooo bad. well thats it for me. oh yes, marta is doing much better, she's not sick anymore. i wish i could entertain her more, but im not used to having a brother or sister so im not sure what to do haha i love my free time, but im still getting used to having a shadow lol alright well im out my loves! i shall talk to you later.

"take a journey to the bright midnight..."

well today was very interesting...after a very nice night, i woke up at 11 and i called lauren to tell her to get ready and then my mom fliped out because we werent leaving when she wanted to, and this battle continued for the next hour and a half. and i think we scared marta lol..but oh well, its normal for me and my mom. so then we go to hershey park...go on the chocolate world ride of course lol then we go on the bumper car rides but then marta says shes sick again so then we go get her medicine and then we all go get souveniers and then go home. i feel so badly for her. she gets motion sickness when she travels but it only lasts a day or 2 so hopefully she's fine tomorrow. but i think im going to just stay at home with her so she's surely okay by monday when i have to take her to school with me. i met laurens spanish girl, carmen. she's so awesome! so then yeah i got a tshirt, a cool pen, chocoalte of course (my favorite, mr. goodbars lol) and this realy really cool mouse for my computer...its like those paperweights that are filled with water or liquid and have the floating objects in them...it has a hershey kiss, recees peanut butter cup and a hershey chocolate bar floating in it, they are all really tiny haha its so cute! so yeah then we got home and me and my mom just ate at illianos and ive been online ever since. but i tihnk im gonna go to bed now. i shall talk to you all later! love...ME!

"come on come on come on touch me babe..."